About the crazy.....

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Just a southern gal from Georgia who has a real problem with baking. And by problem I mean, I can't help myself! :D I am married to the love of my life, he puts up with me so well! I am mother to the most adorable, yet tough little boy. And mother to a most beautiful full of attitude, little girl. I can't forget about our 4-legged family members! Our terrier Lucy, Our Great Dane Milo, our mutty mutt Ellie and our cats Abbey and Sammy! I LOVE to bake and I am trying to start up my own cupcakery. I love vintage anything! My blog started out as a blog for my cupcakes, now it has turned into an everyday into the life of "ME" blog. Life is not perfect and wonderful all the time, you will hear me gripe, bahahaha, it isn't all cupcakes. Just a heads up per say. :D Hope your reading experience is enjoyable! And please be sure to comment, follow, and grab my button!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Follow me back Tuesday & 30 Days of Truth-

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Well you guys know that today is Tuesday, which means, time to head on out to the Tuesday blog hops! Also, I was over on Jana's page (BBAB) and she has started the '30 days of Truth' over at Angel Believes. Well, I was so in, the questions are great! Here is a link if you would like to join in!

Day 1- Something you hate about yourself.

Yes, hate is a strong word, but we all use it.
I know it says 'something', as in 1, but I have a few
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I hate the way I look. Honestly. I used to weigh 87 pounds at 21 years of age, since I have had kids, I now weigh 138. This to me is unacceptable. And I know some of you reading this are like, "I would kill to weigh that!" But its true, this to me is fat and ugly, and I do not like it. I do not wish to weigh 87 pounds again, honestly, I see photos of myself from a mere 4 years ago, and I look TOO thin. Maybe 110.

I have panic attacks. And some are controllable and some are not. Mainly if I am out of my comfort zone, and not around anyone I know, I wig. If I am at home alone for longer than an hour and I can't get in touch with someone, I wig. I think I am going to die or something bad will happen, and no one will find me for days. I have this fear of that happening and my poor child would be here with a dead body for days. Although, my hubby comes home at 6:30, lol, I just have that fear. This is why my mom lives with us, and the fact she has nowhere else to go. Silly, probably even crazy, but that's me.

Also, I am a screamer (Just like Jana, lol), and in the same way. I scream when I am angry. I feel bad because my dad used to abuse me and my sister when we were younger, and so I just feel guilty for screaming. I just say, well I would rather scream then spank them. And this isn't an everyday occurrence, but trust me, we have our moments in this house.

I do not like to go places that are 15 miles or more away from my home. I am horrible with directions, I can manage around the town, and into the adjoining cities. But if I have to get on the highway to go anywhere, someone better be with me. I get lost in .02 seconds and I will wig, lol. My husband says I'm directionally challenged, this is why I love him so much, he is a highway-direction-map superman!

Well that's it.... tomorrow will be Day 2 for me and the question is: Something you love about yourself.
I have posted a page of the questions if you would like to follow along! Just check it out under my header.

6 comments:

Hootiebee said...

Thanks for stopping by! You can go to www.hootiebees.com and check out my prices. The fabric covered headbands are $6 each and I do have several hello kitty in those. I also have a hello kitty bow under Bows-->Character Bows. Also, if you are thinking about party favors I can do bottlecap necklaces with your theme.

Thanks!

Stephanie

~J said...

We are SOOOO freakin alike...I weigh about the same as you and feel like it's 'too much.' But I think that's the woman in me. (And the 5 lbs of fake boobs!)

Thanks for linking up to both FMBT & 30 Days of Truth! Can't wait to keep an eye on your truths!

Tree said...

Hi there! Stopping by for FMBT, and following! I'm a GA girl too...well originially. I've been a "transplanted" Jersey girl for the last 16 years. LOL Hope you'll stop by and visit me soon! :)

Tree (aka Mother of Pearl)
Mother of Pearl It Is

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Julie said...

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Lisa said...

Hi! I'm your newest follower from FMBT! A little late but so glad I didn't miss your blog! What a beautiful family you have! Looking forward to reading your future posts.

Hope you'll come visit and follow me back next. :)
Lisa xoxo
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